The “Unresolved” of Life
It’s funny that this blog is titled “A Thought Chronicle” , but lately there are so many of my thoughts, basically all of them, that have not been chronicled. That’s not because I’ve finally begun thinking less in my life, though I kinda wish that were the case.
I guess I’ve just been thinking about things that are unresolved and about which, I have unresolved feelings. And that’s pretty much how I feel about my life right now… that it is unresolved, unsettled, unsure.
As you can imagine there are lots of accompanying feelings too. Fear probably being the biggest one. Not that I’m shakin’ in my boots or anything. I’m calm and steady as usual. I’m just holding my breath too.
So many unknowns. And lonely to boot.
(8 hours and 55 minutes)
you know it’s sometimes ok to have long moments of shaking in your boots…some things in life are big and require the occassional shiver ["mufasa"]! it’s also ok – probably really good to keep your calm and steady most of the time. but don’t rob yourself of the occassional shaking, crying, and terrified look around. (though you are terribly strong, you need not be at your strongest all the time)
(just some random gut-thoughts as i read your post)
PS – not that it matters terribly – but i approve of the newest theme : )
PSS – CAN BARELY WAIT TO SEE YOU…SOON!
PSS – Hello to Mr. G.
Rochelle Matthews Stoltzfus said this on June 30, 2009 at 3:19 am |