Hello, Nervous, I’m NOT glad to have you back.
It’s just a little phone call to get “feedback.”
But I have been sitting her for fifteen minutes with my phone in hand, the number dialed, yet unable to hit
I tried deep breathing exercises.
I tried finding something to do that I would like even less, in hopes it would motivate me to “Call.”
I tried rehearsing what I need to say.
I wondered if maybe I could just e-mail the person instead. (I can’t. I already told the person I would “Call.”)
I even tried doing something else and surprising myself with hitting “Call.” Like, doot-da-doot, I’m doing something else; then BAM! ”Calling….” (Didn’t work; I couldn’t do it.)
Apparently, I might just have to give it up until later. If I called now, I’m certain my voice would shake and I would mess up my enunciation.